10dpo - SO now I PANIC!

Implantation Signs: Possible implantation spotting on Day 23.
Warning: This spotting may be unrelated to implantation. It is just an additional clue. More…

Slight dip.  98.36    I know if I went back to bed and slept for a bit longer it would be even higher.     Alittle more spotting.  Again nothing horrible , nothing scary.    and then a message of possible implantation from FF.

For months now I have been seriously pursuing this TTC  thing and with reality in check, but with positive OPKs,  consistent ovulation and perfect timing over and over again .    I have tried to support others and with the wisdom you would expect from an matronly  lady who has been there and done that.   I want others to maybe gain insight from my own experiences. 

 I HAVE been TRUE to the CAUSE !   Because I WANT to be a mother again.   What a blessing that would be for us.

And by the way, it was two years ago give or take a few days that it was determined that I was pregnant with my first advanced maternal age pregnancy.  I know this because my niece’s wedding was on Saturday, Feb. 18 just 8 miles from here at Channel Side, downtown Tampa  and it was in the week following  when I experienced the same type of “implantation bleed” followed by 2 positive HPTs , shock and elation.  That baby would have been a Halloween baby . It was the end of March that I LOST that baby!  If this is indeed a pregnancy, I’d be due on November 12.

So fast forward.  Here I am.

Pondering the pregnancy   possibilities.  Ready to throw my slacks on at 4 am to run and  get a HPT.   But that would be silly wouldn’t it?  FF says it’s much to early.

Afterall ,while the progesterone seems to be doing something, my luteal phases have been shorter. (11 or 12 days)  Still within normal range FF says.  BUT this could be the beginning of just another crash.

I don’t really FEEL pregnant.  Nothing smells strange.  I don’t have nausea.  That sets in a about 6 weeks for me.    A BIT constipated maybe and I had horrible indigestion yesterday from the liverwurst I ate but that’s nothing new.

I don’t feel AF is imminent either REALLY other than patterns that have nothing to do with the way I feel inside. 

Boobs are sore.  Nothing new either.

And then last night.  Suddenly my tail bone speaks up when i haven’t felt it in days!  But that IS tailbone pain???  I’ve had it for years hen I sit too long.

I feel GOOD all iin all.  NO bloating. No wishy washy feeling down therem no cramping.   But that’s the antinflammatory at work, right?

Crispes, you guys, I am alittle scared of this pregnancy possibility. ( I HONESTLY  feel no more ready than two years ago despite all the preparations including a new life insurance policy  )    and at the same time afraid to be disappointed if I am not !

For those of you into numerology.  23 is a special number for me.  YEP.  Both of my sons were born on the 23rd of the month.

Just so hard to describe the mix of emotions I am feeling right now.    It really could still go either way.

I’ll keep you informed. 

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3 Responses to “10dpo - SO now I PANIC!”

  1. Julie Says:

    Ignore_the_underscores…_The_spacebar_on_my_laptop_stoppeg
    working._*pout*

    At_one_point_the_number_10_was_our_number…_Our_anniversary_is
    on_the_10th_of_the_month_and_the_first_three_kids_were_born_on_the
    10th_too…..But_then_Amanda_was_born_on_the_16th_and_ruined_the
    pattern!

  2. Tiff Says:

    Wow! VERY exciting at 10DPO!!! I am so happy for you. This is looking good. Spotting is a great sign!! I have my fingers crossed for you!!!!

  3. preconceivednotions Says:

    HI ladies.

    Julie : I am youngest of 4, 3 of us were born on the 16. Sandy middle girl was born on 18.

    And then sons. both on 23rd. REALLY feel it has some relevance for some of us.

    Tiff : Thank you. Thinking POSITIVE for you too.

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